lima oscar victor echo

My love,

That was hard (I'm glad I can still hear you laughing maniacally). I miss you more than I ever thought it was possible to miss someone. I wish that I could have been there. I am scared for when it is my turn. I know it will break my heart. Thank you for leaving me Gabe and Stogie, they've helped me so much. I don't know what I'd do without them. Please let your mom know that you're with her. She's really struggling. She made the most beautiful quilts for Aaron and Brandon out of your shirts. They were so beautiful and so you that they made me cry. She has told me that she is going to make me one out of your t-shirts. I can think of nothing more fitting :) Maybe it will even have some penguins on it. And I will make sure to call each of them by name. I know there's not much I can tell you that you don't already know because I feel you with me and I keep you right here next to my heart. On my worst days, I feel robbed of the most incredible friendship I've ever had, one that I knew I would have for the rest of my life, a space that now feels so empty, but on my best days I am so grateful that I got to spend as much time with you as I did, that you were so impossible to forget, and that you so thoroughly shaped me into the person I am today that you can never really leave me. I miss you like MC Hammer misses the high life.

lima oscar victor echo, your crowned goddess,
Megan