daydreamer

Daydreamer, sittin' on the seat
Soaking up the sun he is a
Real lover, makin' up the past and feeling up his girl like he's never felt her figure before
Jaw dropper
Looks good when he when he walks, he is the subject of their talk
He would be hard to chase, but good to catch and he could change the world with his hands behind his back, oh
You can find him sittin' on your doorstep
Waiting for the surprise
It will feel like he's been there for hours
And you can tell that he'll be there for life

Daydreamer, with eyes that make you melt
He lends his coat for shelter because he's there for you when he shouldn't be
But he stays all the same, waits for you and then sees you through
There's no way I could describe him
All I say is, just what I'm hoping for

But I will find him sittin' on my doorstep
Waiting for the surprise
It will feel like he's been there for hours
And I can tell he'll be there for life
And I can tell he'll be there for life

new.

our three AM talks
you know me better than most.
why 'big brother', wy?

oh irony
no originality
poems and lovers

white lines on your mind.

white lines on your mind
keep it steady
you were never ready
for the lies...

you don't have no doctor robert,
you don't have no uncle albert;
you don't even have good credit
you can write but you can't edit.

I will not be that girl.
I will not be that girl.

Today was fun. Talked to Mathews class. Michael Young is going to UP :) And got to hang out with Kase and Sandra so that was really fun! I hate packing. I had a bad dream that I hadn't packed last night. Haha, I don't know why it freaks me out so much...

IIIIIIICCCCCCCKKK

I think I'm allergic to home. I puked three times yesterday. I couldn't even keep down water and Tums. Definitely not the flu but I don't now how it could be food poisoning because I just threw up water and I ate all the same things as my mom. Now I still feel like crap. Boo.

I'm obsessed.

With 500 Days of Summer, as I've mentioned. Also with Zooey. Tried to watch Gigantic. There's a reason Dwayne didn't talk much in Little Miss Sunshine. Not so swell. We're in the Middle of The Go-Getter right now.

I got a haircut today. It's way short. But I can pull off Zooey now, lol.







Basically, not only is she gorgeous. I want to wear every single outfit she's worn, ever. Hey, maybe we are twins.




Now I just need contacts ;) Just kidding, I'm a brown eyed girl.

I can't stop listening to this song. And I want that dress. And that cardigan. And those dance moves. And that boy. Damn you.



I'm stoked because on the website they have a list of all the playlists Tom made for summer (Spearmint, etc.) so the loveliness of the soundtrack will be expanded. Enid and I are going to have a music/summer/viewing party :) Yay school! Going to Powell's with Aiden and my new giftcard Sunday! Saturday needs to come faster and this mundane stuff needs to do itself. Like the otter ;)

My shoulder is super sore from the Wii. My goal is to reach pro at the end of this week in tennis. Back and shoulders were already killer today, I don't know why, so it probably wasn't a good idea to play so much but it's the closest to volleyball I'm getting these days.

penis.

Bleh

I miss my family. I want to go home. Portland is home now, for sure.

This week I'll get to see Denise and Sarah and hopefully some other people. I'll go to Mathews class and talk about college. I remember at the beginning of the semester when Keenan's cousin came to visit, I had so much to say. Now college has just become so normal I don't really know how to define it.

Other than that, I'll just do a bunch of chore-like stuff like shopping and filling out my leadership applications for next year.

Soooooo homesick. Hurry up!

2009 set to music

I picked some songs for each month of this past year:
January- Love, Save the Empty- Erin McCarley, Foundations-Kate Nash

February- The Way I Loved You-Taylor Swift, Last Beautiful Girl- Matchbox Twenty

March- Campus-Vampire Weekend, San Francisco-Brett Dennen

April- All Used Up-Eric Hutchinson, Wrong About Me-Brett Dennen, Bruised-Ben Folds, Tired-Adele

May- Fuck You-Lily Allen, He Wasn't There-Lily Allen, The Chain-Ingrid Michaelson

June- All Over Now- Eric Hutchinson, Merry Happy/Little Red-Kate Nash

July-Pumpkin Soup-Kate Nash, It Ain't Me Babe-Joaquin Phoenix and Reese Witherspoon, Chinese-Lily Allen

August- Hotel Song-Regina Spektor, Apologize-OneRepublic, I'm in Miami Bitch-LMFAO

September- Decatur, or a Round of Applause for Your Stepmother-Sufjan Stevens, I Got A Feeling- Black Eyed Peas

October- Us-Regina Spektor, Skeleton Soup-Kate Nash

November- La La Lie- Jack's Mannequin, The Ballad of Love and Hate- The Avett Brothers

December- Red Right Ankle- Decemberists, The Beacon- A Fine Frenzy, What I Wouldn't Do- A Fine Frenzy

Rough year, but all's well that ends well. Here's to 2010 :)